Someone’s gotta give up!!
January 24, 2009 by politiqueen
Everything happens for a reason and there’s no such a thing as a co incidence. It’s always a choice to give it up or just wait. I give up someone whom I know will never come back to me again. Nah!! very painfull…I am harboring pain for a couple of months now and indeed I am dying to mask myself in a happy stand.
My heart is wounded and no adjective can ever describe it, even a good painter can never paint my heart. I sometimes wonder the wisdom of loving and hurting. How can someone pick up her life when her life depends on him??starting just right, putting one step apart and leaving one in vain. I wanted to move on but moving on is such a lonely and narrow way ahead. I seems to lost almost everything…my anxiety is unbearable to take. All that I want is to stop, that my mind will stop thinking and knowing. It’s my God’s plea to ease my pain…
I know nothing to do but to move on…but I still have to juggle time for far more days, months and perhaps… a year!!( oh God!! ). My God’s plea…take away my heart.I don’t know if I lost someone very special or not?? His a rare specie so to speak,, His someone I can’t never be… his wit and his faith. I seems to lost God by my side. He completes my faith.But somebody has to give up. hearts’ bleed as tears flow down . Time heal all wounds… just don’t know when??
