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“Horizon may lie as if it touches the sky

A stairway to where my destiny’s guide”

The drastic changed a child can’t bear knowing that a replacement is coming your way.

 Not as perfect so to speak.

Hard days come as you grow older.  It’s the thing you never thought it will still come.

I had crossed the bridge even then

Perhaps it’s just too soon.

The preparation is out of cue, I wasn’t prepared really?!!

Then it came….. None of us endured.

Taking the pains is all we ever did.

Now is it really Love or Loneliness? Or just lust!?

I could never really define what really love or loneliness is?

Perhaps in my own explanation, it will be vague.

I am not even confident if the love that I know is really love?

Likewise my definition of loneliness is subjective.

I am in love when the feeling is really a natural high.

I am lonely when the nature forces me.

That my meaning even then.

Perhaps really I never thought what loneliness is…

Losing boyfriend? Nah!! Lost a lot but none of them define what my loneliness is.

The demised of my mum define our loneliness.

My dad’s loneliness perhaps is unbearable

And love cant endured the state where it is.

I give a doubt as my dad explore my UN imagining

The thought that I never thought he would think off

Perhaps again… love cant endured the pain of losing and being alone.

I was never been alone perhaps all this year?!!